About Me

Monday, July 6, 2020

Laughing, smiling, crying...

I decided to scan the dia positives from our childhood on Saturday. I am almost done. There weren't as many pictures as I thought there would be. 700 max.

I remember places, occasions, outfits as I look at the pictures. I even came across my parents' engagement party.

Sometimes I laugh at the pictures remembering exactly a funny moment, sometimes I cry after my parents, sometimes I smile at the pictures in which I was holding my sister lovingly and her funny faces. This has been another bittersweet task.

I was going to go to Ankara for inheritance stuff but, it was so darn hot yesterday night, I could not sleep well. I decided to stay home and finish scanning the pictures. I also finished the sewing tasks so, the machine and fabric can be put away. I have some more projects coming up, but, I will clean this room first.

I know that remembering my childhood as an entirely happy, healthy, sweet time is a huge blessing.

Rest in Peace Mom and Dad! Don't worry, I am holding the fort now. I will personally ensure the well being of the remaining family members as best as I can.


8 comments:

  1. It's lovely that you have such good memories of your childhood. Sadly so many don't have that. And yes, you need to continue to hold dear to those memories!

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  2. This is such a sweet post, particularly the last line! We are holding an estate sale this weekend and I guess we will see how much of the 68 years of accumulation will be gone. Fortunately Dad thought ahead and established a family trust so the divisions will be very easy as far as settling the estate goes. After we get rid of the stuff, that is.

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    1. It is a difficult task to sort through belongings of a loved one. My sister and I cannot do that just yet.

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  3. *HUG* they are together, and are so proud of you. and just by the way you write about them, and yourself, and their relationship - is a testament to how wonderful they were as parents.

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    1. Thank you for the hug. It is what I need most right now but this stupid virus took that away too.

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  4. Sweet memories are such a comfort and I'm glad you have them.

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